The World of Emma

MY HEARTBREAK by Emma Hillman (6-10-18) I’ve never been good at being alone. I don’t feel at home. Everything feels foreign. Life is so boring.  Without you I’m not myself. Life’s like pulling a random book from a shelf. You never know what you’ll get. My face is always wet.  Tears haunt me every night. They explode from my eyes like dynamite.  Tried to fill the void. It feels like my life is destroyed.  I don’t feel like myself. Nothing feels heartfelt.  Even with everyone around me at home. I feel alone. How can it be gone forever? This was never supposed to happen, ever.  You were my first at everything. for me it wasn’t just a fling.  i was in love with you with all my heart and now its falling apart. I tell myself i’m over you. That the plan i made didn't fall through.   I just want someone to talk to. You don’t have a clue.  You hurt me so bad. I can’t even be mad.  Things got hard and i wa...

(Just to be clear this post is not meant to mean that i need a man to save me, it’s just how i feel in the moment and what helped me to get through my heartbreak. i know that i should look in myself, but my boyfriend is also helping me do that.) HEARTBREAK AND HEALING by Emma Hillman You broke me. i felt the pain move through me like an earthquake. Every part of me collapsed. My heart was left dangling by a string. He found me in the rouble.  Laying there broken and crushed. He put me back together piece by piece, part by part. He found my heart and held it close, protecting it with everything in him.  Still cracked and unstable my hands reached out for him, pulling him in. My fragile body being held together by strings.  One wrong move and i could crumble to the ground. When a piece falls he sits by my side ready to catch it and place it back. Saving me day by day, piece by piece, lovingly, and patiently.  Till my stability returns and...